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Magdalene & the Mermaids Released

Sunday, March 1st, 2009

It’s no secret that one of the reasons I started a journal dedicated to exploring liminal space is that my own overarching poetic project consists in large part of exploring this space, a project that comes to the fore in my first collection of poems, Magdalene & the Mermaids, which is now available for purchase from Paper Kite Press. I conceived these poems at a time when liminality had come to the fore in my own life, as I was in the early stages of recovery from sexual assault.

They are, however, only obliquely confessional (indeed, pressed for a succinct description of my poetic style, I have called it experimental confessional). I imagined and interwove similar themes and stories among mermaids and the Biblical figure of the title. The liminality of mermaids is obvious: half-fish, half-woman, dwelling in the surfaces of the ocean because of their mammalian need to breathe. With Magdalene, it was less clear; popularizations of notions about her carrying the Holy bloodline have served to obscure rather than to illuminate her complexity and potential as a mythic figure, making her once again merely the handmaiden of men, even if it is done with a kinder edge than that used by the early Church fathers. I wanted to examine and construct her as herself, though the story I discovered-built was not as any would have wished it.

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An Experiment in Fundraising

Saturday, November 15th, 2008

CRIT Journal has thus far had no sponsors, no ads, no way to pay contributors. Right now I’m running an experiment using Fundable to see if we can change the latter. If ten readers are willing to contribute $10 each, the money CRIT gets (minus Fundable’s fee) will be used to pay contributors.

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Equinox Approaches

Sunday, September 21st, 2008

The very term equinox suggests balance, the evenness and certainty of mathematical equations. Equity. Equality. Equidistant. A night that equals day (at least in theory). Any state of balance, however, is charged with the potential of transition. No real stasis can exist.

In the midst of my (unexpected) transition back to life in the Pacific Northwest, another transition occurs around me with neither awareness of nor concern for my own. As Mabon nears, clouds and rain have curtained off the blue sky that against the green of Douglas Fir looks as if some amateur photographer turned up the saturation too much in Photoshop.

No moment of balance, no pause, between these seasonal weather patterns occurred, though I could name one if I wanted to–if I felt it necessary.

That is the spirit in which we mark equinox.

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Vocation & The Potential for Economic Change

Friday, September 12th, 2008

In “The Idea of a Local Economy”, published in Milkweed EditionsThe Future of Nature: Writing on a Human Ecology from Orion Magazine, Wendell Berry lists the assumptions that go with the notion that corporations ought to be “free” to buy cheap and sell dear anywhere and any time they please. These include:

13. That the economy is a machine, of which people are merely the interchangeable parts. One has no choice but to do the work (if any) that the economy prescribes, and to accept the prescribed wage.
14. That, therefore, vocation is a dead issue. One does not do the work that one chooses to do because one is called to it by Heaven or by one’s natural or god-given abilities, but does instead the work that is determined and imposed by the economy. Any work is all right as long as one gets paid for it.

This places poets, underground artists of all kinds, and farmers who grow unfashionable tomatoes (for example) in opposition to the primary economic order that we know today. We may do ‘any work’ in order to survive, but it is always in order to fund our vocation, unless of course we are fortunate enough to find that we have a secondary vocation that pays. (It is reasonable to be suspicious of claims of such a vocation– it is unlikely that all poets-turned-professors love teaching– but it is unnecessarily cynical to assume that all such claims must be false.) Fortunately, a true vocation will survive long hours in pursuit of survival, discouraging rejection letters, and everything else. Those teachers of ‘creative writing’ who attempt to dissuade young writers from following their path test this vocation intentionally.

By insisting on our vocations and prioritizing them, we present a threat to the corporate economy. No, a scattering of artists (and tomato farmers) working only as necessary to live will not shake up the system. The threat comes from the power of example. What would happen if everyone found this path?

Fortunately for the corporations, the present-day education system hardly encourages children and adolescents to seek a vocation. Explorations is discouraged and the range of learning opportunities limited. Legislation like No Child Left Behind has seen to that. By demanding a certain level of test-taking ability from all students, they have limited the time and resources that can be spent on the arts, experiential learning, and field trips. The Bellevue School District in western Washington dictates to teachers what they should do every day in class; individual student interests and potential do not come into it. (Though one of the reasons for the current strike there is that the teachers detest this sort curricular micromanagement. One suspects that many of these teachers teach because they believe it is their vocation.) You cannot find a vocation in something you have never experienced.

It is also very difficult to say the least for parents to follow their vocations. In today’s economy, often both parents have to work long hours, even multiple jobs just to keep food on the table. They feel pressured to move into more expensive houses than they would otherwise buy simply in order to find decent schools for their children. To be able to pursue a vocation in such a situation requires either a lack of need for sleep that would impress this lifelong insomniac or else a degree of community or extended family support that is rare.

Defining vocation in terms that approach destiny challenges the corporate-dominated economic order, but only if that definition becomes accepted over the sort that allows ‘vocation’ to become part of the names of colleges that provide technical and other skills desireable primarily for purposes of employability. None of this, however, should be taken as reflecting negatively on those who must or choose to pursue what is today called vocational education, as they are simply trying to survive and maybe make their lives an inch or two better.

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New Issue! New Call for Submissions!

Thursday, May 1st, 2008

Just in time for Beltane, the new issue of Crossing Rivers Into Twilight featuring Bill Dunlap, Holly Anderson, Ruby Mohan, Christopher Barnes, Gerard Sarnat, and Tom Sheehan is online at www.critjournal.com/current.html.

In addition to seeking submissions for the next issue, CRIT is now looking for poetry for its first anthology ; further details can be found at www.critjournal.com/about.html.

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On the Threshold of Recorded Sound

Sunday, March 30th, 2008

In an age of digital reproduction, we forget the physical nature of acts of recording, we think of data online as data “out there” rather than as data existing within a very real set of machines, and thus, even as we view information as both existing and not existing, we are further removed from the actual liminal nature of reproduction and recording. We forget how such objects as phonographs all the way to mp3 players make sound perceivable by other senses so that the phenomenon becomes liminal itself– external synaesthesia again. We have become numbed to the way such technologies represent the capturing of temporary phenomenon and thus the transition of such things as sound from fleeting to (relatively) permanent. We can only imagine the sense of in-betweenness felt by those who first recorded sound– that is, until the technology to record some aspect of perception we have not yet imagined being made permanent is developed.

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The Launch

Tuesday, March 25th, 2008

Welcome to the beginning of CRIT’s Night Stream Journey. This blog will endeavor to link Crossing Rivers Into Twilight with other work on similar themes of liminality and transition that appear on and offline or only in our bloggers’ minds.

If you would be interested in joining the voyage as a blogger, please send 1-2 sample  posts to critjournal (at) gmail. Multimedia welcome.

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